I Miss You

I miss you,
Yes, you.
Looking at my face,
Feeling pain and disgrace,
I say "I hate you."

I miss you,
Yes, you.
Whatever I stood for
And took pride in before.
A hypocrite in the eye of you.

I miss you,
Yes, you.
What I used to be
Before the stupidity
Before I ruined you.

I miss you,
Yes, you.
Your pretty face
Has fallen from grace
Since I ruined you.

I miss you,
Yes, you.
My true friends,
We meet our end
After I disappoint you.

I miss you,
Yes, you.
Any hope of relief,
Any bonafide belief
Of steady "me and you."

I miss you all.